Don’t know what I’ll be doing during it, but I have a pretty good idea what I’ll be doing after -if I survived:
Throwing up.
Going into shock.
Calling Second Call Defense.
You gotta be packin’. Use the confusion to your advantage. Shoot, then run. Don’t get involved afterwords. Most mall cops couldn’t fight their way out of a paper bag. They will be useless.
Throwing up isn’t a problem for me. I have seen several lifetimes of dead bodies.
One of my nurses asked me once if I could “really shoot someone”. I did not even blink. I told her, “Hell, I have killed people by ACCIDENT. That was hard to get over. Killing someone who needs it on purpose would not bother me a bit.”