I’m sure he cries himself to sleep every night because you pretend you don’t listen to him.
There is no pretend to it. I used to download his podcast every day but now I don’t. Bandwidth ain’t cheap here and I chose not to waste it on his podcast anymore. I won’t buy any more books from him either. I don’t miss either the books or the show much. It may not matter much to him about me but I suspect I am not the only one.