Posted on 11/16/2015 2:32:42 PM PST by Lera
Mr. Ramsey,
I hope you understand my request.
I believe if you wrote of your experience here on FR you may well make others understand the danger we face and also why.
I only make this request because most here have never faced this and are very naive, myself included.
Humbly yours,
Randy
I testified that i had an opportunity to end it by means of training i do know of but a voice inside of me said NO, YOU WILL ENDURE THIS, swear to god thats what i heard. I was getting weaker by the minute, i had a leatherman but decided not to use it, frankly i was too busy trying to keep a steak knife out of my heart.
Pisses me off to no end the morons who i have told this too they would have broke his neck, gouged an eyeball, bit off his nose etc.
Some day if they are unfortunate i would be willing to listen to them after a sudden assault of a similar nature, see if their macho bluster held up.
No kidding, i cannot wish it upon almost anyone just so they can feel it for clarity.
I read what you wrote and withdraw my request. I cannot imagine living through such horror the having to recount your experience again.
I am so sorry I made such an uncomfortable request.
My wife runs a publishing company that specializes in adoption related materials.
What we have been learning about these “broken kids” tracks with your experience and is terrifying: particularly for those who begin searching for “help” once they find they’ve got one.
I just had to take 3 ibruprofens, telling it is just too painful, no more replies please, doc says i might very well have PTSD in time, so far not. Don’t really want to tempt it.
I leave for Hawaii dec 2, leave there on the 4th, my birthdsy, arriving in Sydney dec 5th, her birthday.
Had a vision, saw it, the place in that dream on youtube by sheer chance last year, a beach community south of Adelaide, its fate i should be there, i’m going there, for her, for me.
Cordially,
Been there, heard that.
No you're not imagining it...
‘Sadly he is still alive.’
Range time.
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