Of course you don’t, that might conflict with your preconceived notions about what happened. Believe what you want.
ROFL!!!
Do try to refrain from personal insults ... it only detracts from whatever point it is that you're trying to make.
I don't trust Big Media. They have earned my distrust.
I don't trust Big Government, either. They, too, have earned my distrust. They continue to earn my distrust as they stonewall, spin, and dissemble.
YMMV.
I want to believe all cops are honest and that two plus two equals five -- I'd be a lot richer.
Speaking for myself, it isn't what I want to believe -- it's what I HAVE to believe if I'm honest with myself and do my own due diligence.