No fool like an old fool..
Trying to follow you here. Your wildly scattered thoughts are very difficult to comprehend.
Might try slowing down and taking several deep breaths. Wildly scattered irrational thoughts is a serious sign of a stroke, but then again could be something as simple as your trying to bully like your Bandido friends.
Inhale slowly, hold it then exhale slowly. Repeat.
Deflection. Another tactic used by the Alinsky acolytes.
You still have not answered the question although it barely matters; what dog do you have in this fight?