It hurts my brain GJMY. It really, REALLY hurts my brain. But like how sometimes pressing on owie can be kinda pleasurable, I like “thinking” about it. :)
How I like to think is because it’s so ridiculously over the top vast, then it wouldn’t be crazy to think that it could also be incredibly over the top small as well. If the universe runs by that kind of insane logic/system of being so ridiculously vast, then maybe it also is serving a higher purpose such as being just a sub-atomic particle in an atom of another universe. I mean why not? The universe is already completely over the top ridiculous in size. For all we know we could be traveling in a carbon atom in a bead of sweat down a mans face. I mean the smallest sub-atomic particle they have ever detected? Or ever theorized about? Neutrinos? Well for all we know we could be one of a billion universes inside a neutrino, we are so small we are basically energy and when we come together the Higgs Boson takes over and makes mass in another universe.