No. You are not alone in this. However, I'm afraid we might be outnumbered. I'm sure the more vocal Freepers who deride principled conservatives for not casting votes for the establishment-anointed liberal GOP reflect significant numbers across the country. There are a great many that vote for the Republican simply because he/she is a Republican. Unfortunately, our "side" has its share of low information voters as well. Add to that, the number of less principled "conservatives" among us who are just fine with a certain measure of big government Republicans. We see them in every primary coalescing behind the more "electable" moderate/liberal GOP candidate.
I left the GOP. My vote is my own. I see no reason to maintain allegiance with a political party that fronts big government moderate/liberal candidates on national ticket and curses conservatives, or worse yet, treats us like the enemy while acquiescing to Democrats. The GOP WILL NOT turn this country from the course of onerous statism we find ourselves under. They have said as much and their lack of resolve on this is glaring. The GOP is allowing this course to run unopposed. Why would I vote for more of the same?
Sheme me, blame me and insult me all you like, but you will never get my vote unless you earn it.