1977 me and my girl friend high school sweetheart had one did not bother me until I got sober in 2001 now it haunts me I so wish I could take it back flame away I deserve it
No one is going to flame you. Just seek God’s forgiveness for what you already regret and believe that, KNOW that you don’t have to keep asking/telling Him. Once is forever. Go to confession if you are Catholic....you wont hear unforgiveness in his voice but love and mercy.
Call Heidi or Project Rachael and you can secretly attend a weekend for free that is undisclosed to all but the attendees to get unquestioned help and healing.
I pray to God you will consider what I write here. He wants desperately for you to experience his unfathomable Mercy and Love. These groups are His arms to help you!!!