Cops these days ar nothing more than thugs and highwaymen with badges. They have forfeited any respect I ever had for them. May they all catch bullets.
So we know that you will never accept their help or call them to help no matter what the threat to you and yours. The first time you call for assistance from LE would move you into the supreme hypocrite class.
Stating a wish that LEOs be shot is not wise. In today's real world there is no hiding behind your keyboard. Any rational person knows that there is nothing that is hidden on the web today. LE can go from your online handle to your name and address very quickly. If a LE agency or officer reads your statement as a threat then this research will be accomplished ahead of time and your information will be known and shared. Those who may or may not chose to help you in a future emergency or life threatening situation may feel it necessary to stand off until the shooting stops or react slower and with much more caution knowing that you want them "shot". The more you believe in what you posted then the more this scenario could be true. That is a hell or a catch 22 your in.
If I were a LEO and I knew that someone wanted me to "catch a bullet" I would not be in a hurry to risk my life to save them or others at their address or who were with them. In fact I would have to approach them as very carefully and be ready to protect myself because they have already clearly stated that they want me shot.
You very well could have placed yourself and your family in a interesting position. Not too smart.