I am sorry, for some reason I thought you are his father...
Still, I wish I could take better care of my mother when she was alive.
My boy is amazing and does so much for me...but I don’t want to traumatize him by asking him to view his mother in any form of nude. He sees me to bed every night and brings my wheelchair back to the front room so it’s not blocking the hallway. He gets me my ice packs and my meds and drinks. He is responsible for so much of the household chores now since I can’t get around as well. ...and he does all this even with his own pain issues...he is JIA (use to be JRA for Juvenile Rheumatoid Arthritis) and has Lymes disease that will be with him for life. He’s amazing, as I’m sure you were to your mother when she needed you. I’m so sorry she isn’t with you now...I’ll pray for your peace of mind for what you consider your failings, that I’m sure she never once thought you had failed her!