All I am doing is asking for evidence.
You don’t have any.
We can still be friends.
Let's focus on your request for evidence. I provided you historical evidence from multiple sources, including from the individual who wrote the rules for evidence as used in the American legal system. At every turn you have rejected historical evidence from God's Word, and hide behind YOUR REQUIREMENT of a personal e-mail from God. In other words you want the Creator of the universe to bow to your demands.
The Lord let His dearly beloved Son be made a public spectacle, and turned into a bloody piece of meat hanging on a cross. He did this to display His grace, mercy, and loving kindness for you. If you want to see your email, then look at the cross.