I will agree immediately that the supernatural force exists, if I see evidence of it.
A simple email will suffice, or a phone call.
You could do it, whey can’t G-d do it? Or are you greater than G-d?
But it still bothers some people that we cannot prove scientifically that God exists. Must we light a candle to see the sun?" Wernher Von Braun
Please consider the following, for a year or more if it seems right to do so, and then go back if you like and read my previous posts to you:
Passion first captures belief—only then does it allow intellect to weave a web in which to hold it. There is only one web bound to truth.
You’re a man with a heart—this is the vessel through which God can reach you. I hope you soften to him. I wish you peace and joy, and for your family also. May God grant you this.