So how did that affect your attitude and your level of self sufficiency and productivity before and after truly turning to God? Did it make any profound changes in that area?
Thanks for posting this. I just love hearing people’s testimonies.
The change is implicit and occurs without your knowing. Then you look back and see how you get redesigned. For example, Eve was to bear children in pain because she redesignes herself in rebellion and for sex only, not for having children.
From a health strength and readiness, it can have profound issues, like the difference between being predisposed to eating healthy or being annorexic. Many people follow disciplines like going to the gym, but they are predisposed like a ticking bomb to ultimately destroy themselves. Devil commmunists cynically say that people of tradition do not know deep down they are communist. Evil wants us to be shaped for its pleasure, and my parents certainly were thus distorted to be slaves.
Once I underwent the witnessing and experiencing gross unjustice is when I bled with Christ. There is no question in my mind that if God came in the limitation of the flesh He would have acted like Christ and said what Xhrist said. And people not designing themselves for success would obviously destroy this success.