Sorry about the loss of your son. :( Hard at any stage (had 4 of those happen myself, but early on), but must be really hard to have happen once you can start feeling them move around in there. He was still God’s gift to you even though here only a short time. :) Glad you are stepping up and taking care of niece.
Yes I had several miscarriages but one you see the little booger moving around on ultrasound and know the sex and feel them... it feels more of a loss. I was 2 days from 20 weeks, or from it to move from “tissue” ti stillborn. I threatened to hit the nurse if she referred to him as “tissue” one more time during labor (and you still have a sort of labor at that point) Thank you for the kind words and I pray my loser sister in law doesn’t hurt my neice by trying to get her while living with her stripper customer boyfriend when we move out of state next week. She has said a few comments even though we have had since birth and latest and greatest accomplishment is her new tat that covers her. whole side. ugh