It’s actually called Humble Pie and it’s in paperback on Amazon.
Will look for it. Thanks.
Gordon’s brother died from drugs. He’s quite vocal in that book he dislikes them. His father died from either drink or drug related problems, as well,
I really enjoyed the book. I got the audio version, read by Ramsay for a car ride. Highly recommended, if you like audio. His childhood sounded terrible.