i know, i have pretty much given up.
Just like with Obamacare. It needs to happen in order for it to unhappen.
It's times like these that we turn to George Costanza:
G: I don't want hope. Hope is killing me. My dream is to become hopeless. When you're hopeless don't care. When you don't care, that indifference makes you attractive.
J:-So hopelessness is the key.
G:-It's my only hope.