Everyone’s answer will have to be different.
Look up. Pray. You can afford to make a few mistakes if God is with you; you cannot afford to make this kind of decision without taking him with you.
Some of us will be called to ride out the storm; some will be called to get our families to safe haven. Only God knows which is you and where that is for you.
In either case its not really about you as I suspect you already know. In either case you will have to be there for the folks who are counting on you.
i was called to prep 20 months ago. came out of nowhere. driving force has not lamented but rather the urgency escalates every month. the burden of that respibsibility is very heavy. i am tired but i keep on keeping on.
ps. your words were encouraging. sometimes i wonder why i am doing this. thank you.