[Ditter]

I wonder if anyone mentioned that his color was not good.

I will never forget seeing my husbands uncle a few days before he died of a heart attack in his early 50’s. He was so pale he almost had a blue tint to his face. I knew he was a sick man even tho’ no one had mentioned anything.

[wardaddy]

When my own heart was giving out from congenital failure

I was pallid.....yellowy and splotchy

Its unmistakable

Looking in the mirror I knew something was amiss....at 2am....after fun time with my rib

I felt darkness closing in on my periphery

And I heard Gods voice

It was my choice basically.....die if you’re ready or go get help and you’ll live for now

Gandolfini had no such choice

I know..... skeptics will laugh ...go ahead

Got in my old land rover and drove to St Thomas in snow

With Wifey on cell phone

24 hkurs later they sawed me open....