I understand your pain. The unique human being is not a ball to be dropped by the human one year old from their high chair. This world was created for the human who was created in the image of God. Quite a difference.
Taking neuroscience and love it. Wish I could afford to access to all the journals.
Assuming you're in college/university the organization may have access to it: try asking at their library or, if that fails, the dept-head.
The medical school affiliated with your university will have some of the more prominent journals. Your neuroscience professor can certainly write you a recommendation so that you’re allowed access. But failing that, a lot of abstracts are available online. The Society for Neuroscience in DC is quite helpful to students, too. PubMed has quite a bit of material you can pick through, some as abstracts and some complete articles.