SandyLynn,
Please, if you are not a Christian, give yourself to Jesus. He will fill you with Himself, who is our living hope. (1 Peter 1:3) By turning from your sins, say a prayer, asking Jesus to forgive you, and asking Him to save you and come into your life. He has promised to be with those who have no hope. Your joy will transcend all these things that are happening on earth. Give your attention all to Jesus and obey Him in what He would want you to do.
If you have questions, I will try to answer them.
Buddygirl
Buddygirl, since you are a decent Christian woman, I will not fill in the blank in your tagline; I wouldn’t want to seem offensive!
Jesus said to love our enemies; a cross we must bear. But it ain’t easy!