I can imagine Yorkie and understand. When I get like that and I do often I remember Romans 8-28
And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.
We are going thru financial difficulties right now. My business is not doing well at all during this economic disaster. I wake up in panic mode wondering when it’s going to end. Thru all we have to keep our Faith and know that Jesus is in control and he has a purpose for everything. Our faith is being tested in different ways.
When I lost my son (over 30 years ago) the scripture that pulled me through the panic was Psalm 46:10. And today, I still repeat that scripture almost every day.
I have been able to pray for my son-in-law's mother who fell in her garage last week, shattering her hip. She is now hospitalized with life threatening issues. (So my daughter and now her husband have faced losing their mothers these past two months).
I can pray for you, too, Rus. Thank you for that.