I know what you mean. I was hopping in the shower. I had to jump out and shut it off. I just don’t have a need to relive it. FWIW, I was there that day. I don’t know if that makes a difference or not. I guess it does.
God Bless and Keep you safe from all harm. (I don't know what else to say...)
I joined FR a few months prior to 9 11. I remember your post when you finally were able to. I posted on FR twice that morning (basically thoughts and prayers for America) and it might be when all is said and done here on FR the most significant thing I ever posted. You were there that day and gave us a first hand account. Glad you survived and are still with us today.