I’m not a 0h0mo toady pretending not to be one, so I’m not seething in bile.
You’re also not swimming in reason and logic, but you do seem to be swimming in pure hatred. So you can and probably will eventually choke on that hatred. At some point, it will consume you, if it hasn’t already. The measure you use will be measured against you by God. If you can sleep with all that hate, then that’s between you and God.