I’d join the military this very second if a bastard wasn’t the commander in chief.
I’m considering moving to another state to find a job. I first need to complete a training program and then we’ll see what happens.
“it’s time to take a deep breath, suck it up and move on.”
Time is running out and I fully expect nothing but disaster.
I have no idea if this would apply to you, but...
When I got in to my forties, and after a bout of hepatitis, I began to fall apart. Until then I’d always been strong. I experienced what was probably hypoglycemia. I developed an arthritis-like condition in my joints. Etc.
So I tried a low-carb diet. Got down to maybe fifty grams of carbs a day on weekdays. Weekends I ate pretty much what I pleased. Damn near miraculous. My physical problems went away.
If nothing else has worked and you haven’t tried the low carb thing then you might want to try. One more thing - I didn’t use a regimented diet like Atkins cuz I knew I wouldn’t stick to it. I just started working down the carbs.
Toss your un-needed belongings and start looking for work doing anything, anywhere.
All you need is a back-pack with clothes and laptop.
Lots of jobs for expats if you can walk and chew gum at the same time.
Get a passport now.