James, you are just an ordinary guy. It’s ok (in fact, it’s very liberating).
I became truly happy when I accepted my averageness and got busy living. It’s ok to not be the best, smartest, handsomest, coolest, etc. Just be.
Besides, all of your heroes were probably also just “ordinary guys”. They peed and pooped and ate and slept and laughed and cried and all had fears.
The desire to special and unique (not ordinary) is just your ego.
BINGO!! And if you know how the ego works, you can change the world.