thank you so much...reading all of this brings tears to my eyes.. im so thankfull for the support I have here on FR. it means so much to me.....
i try my best to trust in God..i just feel really crushed inside and cheated out of the future i want with her and the future i want my twins to have with their grandmother.. my grandfather had his mom until she was in her 90s... my mom is not even turning 50.. i think i needed to hear from her that it is just her time and its ok..I needed to hear that from her and not just the hospice nurse.. as much as it hurts..
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