Lose hope? at your age? You have my sympathy for losing hope at what? 24 you said? You might ought to read the Book of Job if you have no hope.
I am 81 years. Seen and lived through many tramatic times in my years, never did I lose hope for a better day.
I'm beginning to agree with others here, you are trying to damage Palin, not help her.
I have been supporting Palin on Free Republic since August of 2008. and I have been one of her biggest supporters.
You can read my posting history. it is there for the world to see.