Comedian,
I don't care what they say about you, you are a decent fella.
Miztiki, following up what he said, I can't remember where I heard it but I recall someone challenging people to thank God for every little thing constantly from the moment they wake up to the moment they go to sleep. Thank God for this glass of water. Thank God for a clean counter. Thank God for clean sheets... whatever.
Also, regarding the writing idea; I agree, you are a good writer. Check out getafreelancer.com for small writing jobs. It can't hurt to at least look. You may find your niche. Look back at your life's experience where you may find a writing experience to build from.
Shut up, jerk.
;-)