I see both sides also. I have deep rooted convictions but my mental makeup looks at both sides equally almost to a fault. I guess I should have gone to law school and sought a career as a judge. Or maybe not.
“Or maybe not.”
LOL
I drive my wife crazy with the phrase: “But, on the other hand.”
She thinks I’m settled on something, then I’ll argue the other side, in detail and out loud. Poor thing.