You’re in my prayers... I got knocked down by my dog a few days ago - and can’t walk without pain and a cane. Thankfully my shopping and cards were done... but I believe ( for other reasons too ) that this is the worst Christmas I’ve ever had... I just want it over - time to get to the New Year.
That’s a tough way to go. At least I can be mad at myself, or an inannimate object like a snowblower. You have to look at your dog who looks at you thinking “I did nothing wrong.” Tough to be mad at you canine companion.
Sorry you have the Christmas blues. I had them a time or two. Here’s hoping the new year brings you the clean slate you are looking for.