“I just lost my almost 19 year old in May.”
You have my sympathy. I lost my 19 year old about 2 years ago, but it seems like yesterday to me. When you’ve had a cat that long, you grow very attached to them. I have an approx. 9 year old all black cat, and I wish I could figure out a way to stop time so she wouldn’t grow older (same for me, now that I think of it, lol...).
I know. It is hard. I also have a black kitty left.