“...Yet you do not have because you do not ask... Therefore I say to you, whatever things you ask when you pray, believe that you receive them, and you will have them.” - James 4:2, Mark 11:24
You still have Not answered my question about your belief in the Trinity. May I ask it again? Do you believe in God, the Father, Jesus, the Son, and the Holy Spirit are One? Are you a Christian? I think it is a fair question. I am praying for you T. I believe you need it. We all need each other’s prayers and compassion.