I'll put you in my prayers that you seek YHvH I very sorry to hear that your tradition rejects the Holy Word of Elohim.
shalom b'SHEM Yah'shua HaMashiach
and His salvation (Yah'shua) through His Holy Word.
Both meanings are compatible, as St. Paul never used the word in reference to those of whose salvation he was not sure.
The scriptural usage only conflicts with the presumptious doctrine that confuses salvation with a decision for Christ made at some point in a lifetime. But then the entire edifice of Protestantism is an counterscriptural illusion.