Speaking exclusively to the Mirror, Susan, 48, said last night: They say that television makes you look fat and it certainly did.
I looked like a garage. It was mortifying to see and a bit of a shock. I didnt realise I could reduce people to tears and I hope it wasnt because of that.
But Susan who has never had a boyfriend and was bullied because of her appearance while growing up is determined not to let it upset her.
She added: Im proud to be part of the show. It really is a dream come true. She got a standing ovation when she walked into her local Catholic church for yesterdays Easter service.
She said: It was incredible. Although we sing in church, not a lot of them knew how good I was, so it was a bit of a shock to them. Im a bit shy and retiring so they would never have known. It was very emotional.
All she needs is a Professor Higgins.