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I may actually enjoy it.
Nah. Human psychology doesn’t work that way.
After your brain accepts it as part of yourself on a subconscious level you will begin to go for long periods of time where you don’t notice it or give it any thought at all. But if your brain never accepts it psychologically as part of your body then you will begin to reject it subconsciously as your brain categorizes it as a disfigurement.