I am so sorry to hear about your loss. Pets have a way of working themselves deep into our hearts.
After reading another post I just installed the search engine dogpile on my computer. I saw that they have a section where you could write stories about your pet. I thought you might be interested. It helps to talk about it and, as you can see from the responses, many people do understand how your heart is breaking.
thank you everyone for your well wishes- I had tears rolling down my cheeks reading them and it will probably happen a number of times in the coming days as I come back to this thread....
Copper touched a lot of people- we’ve been getting calls from everyone all day to say how sad they are to hear the news- even the vet called when she found out to say she was broken hearted....
I really hope dogs do go to heaven- I think of all the miserable things I’ve done in my life and only hope there is a place for me above- then I think of how wonderful little Copper was all the time and how much love she gave and how deserving she is of a spot in heaven-
the doctor said she diead of heart failure- I told the doctor little Copper had so much love in her heart to give it probably all busted out- she was truly a gift from God....
I have been using dogpile a while now since google is so far left.