I ft I ever get the chance to taslk to clay about this, he will get an ear full. Pray that God will reach in anhd cease him by the heart, to work His will. Clay is still one of His, if Aikens inclines himself to His Love.
We all have a cross to bear. I still “feel” like stealing something I want but can not afford. I “feel” like lying or cheating with my neighbor. We are born this way. With a sinful nature. And that nature must be given to Jesus every single day. It IS a struggle sometimes. But, as Jesus told us, “resist the devil and he will flee”....trouble is, some people don't want to resist! They want to hold tight to their favorite sin, and it eats them up. They “think” that giving in to that sin will set them free...but, like Adam and Eve, they soon find out that greater bondage, and misery actually await them.
As Corrie Ten Boom told one man who use to be a Hindu...”you gave up on the demons, but they didn't give up on you!”
Amen!