I am sorry about the ending of a relationship that was obviously very special to you. Even when we KNOW in our mind it is for the best.. oh my ... the heart & soul do grieve the loss of the friendship (as imperfect as it might be), the hopeful thoughts of the future, and the wonderful memories of good times.
I dont know how old you are but I am about the oldest here that chimes in at the singles thread & I can guarantee you that things do NOT change as you age. The SAME issues -— the SAME emotions -—the SAME frustrations -— the SAME hurt is always present.. whether you are in your teens, 20s , 40s or 60s.
I am glad you have a tender heart that grieves..I feel very sorry for the calloused hardened folks I know.. they are to be pitied. Healing takes time & gives growth as I am pretty sure you know from reading your posts.
ok.. are your ready for this?
I dreamed about you last night.. yup.. true & more interesting the first time I can recall ever dreaming about ANY FReeper..
ah, the man of my dreams??
lol
It was one of those very involved things that makes perfect sense at the time but afterward one scratches their head & says.. HUH??
I was at a national church function.. major meeting rooms & lots of out of town people & motel rooms jam packed with people I know & don’t know..
and OH.. the entertainment was BIG TIME but dated entertainers from the British Explosion. Now of course we know they are the mainstream of music at church conventions
How you come in. -
In one of the motel suites where the Rolling Stones were staying (yup, aren’t dreams fun).. was humongous SNAKE...It was probably about 30 feet long & a foot in diameter. It was docile & just lounging in the room. No one was in the room but me & I knew if anyone else saw it they would immediately do the unthinkable but NORMAL PANIC THING..... kill it.
so I tried to contact you, via FReepmail.
and shortly thereafter there you were.. you & I corralled the snake & took it to safely & you decided you would take it home with you. You & I got out of the room with the safe reptile before anyone saw us etc.
As I know what you look like, It was crystal clear..
Thank you for understanding. What is so sad is that we got along so well, it was external stuff that came between us. But thanks for being tender hearted. It’s a difficult time right now, you’re right.