If it's not, you are still putting your life in danger because as messed up as your hands sound, you could pick up any number of secondary infections, even the flesh eating bacteria.
Won't your doctor and pharmacist let you charge the bill and pay it off slowly?
Please go to a doctor.
Thanks for your concern. It’s complicated. I don’t have a doctor anymore. If/when I ever find a new one and go, I have many many ailments never diagnosed or treated because of my financial situation.
I can no longer work and have to live off a very small monthly income I have, just enough to cover shelter, storage of all my earthly belongings, and basic phone/internet, then about $100 for “everything else.” I am just existing - but have been doing this for over 3 years now.
Although I’m angry, I’ve accepted this is the way it has to be and I get through each day with little projects to keep my mind busy.
I will get past this, but I have to scream about it - which is what I’m doing here, since I can’t anywhere else - until it gets better. It will. God won’t leave me here on this rock where He put me. I know that for a fact.