I know - a lot of mixed bag emotions here.. frustrations followed by guilt... Snugs lost her mom a year ago at this time also..
I know Christmas is a mixed bag of emotions for you this year.
This poem seemed to help me through it.
I still hear the songs, I still see the lights.
I still feel your love on cold wintery nights.
I still share your hopes and all of your cares. I'll even remind you to please say your prayers.
I just want to tell you, you still make me proud. You stand head and shoulders above all the crowd.
Keep trying each moment to stay in His grace. I came here before youto help set your place.
You don't have to be perfect all of the time. He forgives you the slip, if you continue to climb.
To my family and FRiends please be thankful today. I'm still close beside you, In a new special way.
I love you all dearly, now don't shed a tear, Cause I'm spending my Christmas with Jesus this year.