You are having a supernatural experience every day, you just aren't convinced of it.
Look at nature, the universe, the wonderful gift of child bearing. I realize the evolutionist will try describing to you about the "big bang" theory, don't fall for it.
I'm 63, and I excepted Christ as my savior at the age of 15.
About four years ago I came to the knowledge that there is nothing I can do to get into heaven on my own. It is a gift of God, through FAITH and GRACE. You would need to do a lot of understanding of the Gospels to comprehend this theory.
I am at peace with my self, I no longer worry about Hell, it has no claim on me because what Christ did for all who except him as their personal savior.
When I say personal, it is a personal thing. I talk to God in much the same manner I'm talking to you.
I often ask God for many things that I never receive and, I think God He doesn't give them. I have ask for things if he had given would have caused much pain down the road later in life.
I put all my trust in him and, I live one day at a time, by the way, there is much scripture regarding how to attain this belief.
I don't know your age but, I can tell you only about my beliefs. I know the older I get the more I am understanding things pertaining to my relationship with God.
I wish and pray the best for you, stay tough, be kind to others, give yourself to others needs and, love the brethren.
I think you misunderstood my post - I am a Christian, and believe that creation is God's doing. However, though I believe that God can act supernaturally (outside of the laws of time, physics, etc) to perform miracles, I've never seen one.