Indeed I count everything as loss because of the surpassing worth of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord.
For his sake I have suffered the loss of all things, and count them as refuse, in order that I may gain Christ and be found in him, not having a righteousness of my own, based on law, but that which is through faith in Christ, the righteousness from God that depends on faith; that I may know him and the power of his resurrection, and may share his sufferings, becoming like him in his death, that if possible I may attain the resurrection from the dead.
Not that I have already obtained this or am already perfect; but I press on to make it my own, because Christ Jesus has made me his own. Brethren, I do not consider that I have made it my own; but one thing I do, forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead, I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.
Philippians 3:8-14 RSV
St. Paul weighs things in the balance: Everything he could have been - a major player in Jerusalem politics, an up and coming young rabbi whose name would have been passed down in the Talmudic tradition, powerful, respected vs. being an itinerant preacher for Jesus - not respected, often accused and dragged into court, beaten, poor, tired, but doing what he feels Jesus called him to.
And looking back, he sees everything that might have been isn't worth a hill of beans to what he is now - a follower of Jesus. He knows it is worth every suffering (for didn't Jesus suffer for us, and are we not linked to him in part by such things?), every striving, every reaching out for the goal of being a follower of Christ.
Total commitment. And if the world thinks it is worthless, it IS worthless to the world, because Paul's faith replaces reaching worldly things with reaching for God, for knowing him is worth all earthly treasure.
As I look around at my life, I know, like St. Paul, I am far from perfect. My commitment waivers, and the things of the world look so good sometimes, but like St. Paul, I want deeply to press onward. May the Lord make it always so, until my last breath. May such desire fill all of us who follow Jesus. Amen.
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Amen.
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Amen.
From my son's computer......
Thank you, dear sister.