Dear La Enchiladita,
Praying for your situation that while you are pressed and in tribulation, the LORD will use you to His glory and for your benefit.
It's not easy to go thruogh, so I ask for great peace for you and that the LORD would rebuke any torment or anger or resentment the enemy would tempt you with.
Jam 1:2 Count it all joy, my brothers, when you meet trials of various kinds,
Jam 1:3 for you know that the testing of your faith produces steadfastness.
Jam 1:4 And let steadfastness have its full effect, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing.
Jam 1:5 If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask God, who gives generously to all without reproach, and it will be given him.
Amen.
Thank you both very much.
Those scriptures from James reminded me of a prayer I printed out and saved from another thread, so I found it again here: http://www.freerepublic.com/focus/f-news/1707152/posts?page=219#219
"The Beauty of Divine Grace"