Dear hsmomx3,
May the LORD give you comfort and quiet peacefulness now, and a clear vision of His plans for you.
I know it's your pain speaking, but none of God's people are cursed. It just certainly appears your husband is not pleased to dwell with you in a reasonable and wholesome and respectable manner.
I will pray for your health, and wisdom and provision.
I'm sorry your son is sick. My heart is especially hurting for your children.
My heart goes out to you and we are praying for you.
LORD, Redeem this situation by one means or another.
Give this believer wisdom. Help her to protect her children.
Comfort the hearts of this mother and children.
LORD you are the defender of the widow and orphans. Uphold them with your strong right hand.
Help her find the employment you have for her.
We ask these things in Jesus' Name.
http://www.cyberhymnal.org/htm/m/y/myhopeis.htm
My hope is built on nothing less
Than Jesus’ blood and righteousness.
I dare not trust the sweetest frame,
But wholly trust in Jesus’ Name.
Refrain
On Christ the solid Rock I stand,
All other ground is sinking sand;
All other ground is sinking sand.
When darkness seems to hide His face,
I rest on His unchanging grace.
In every high and stormy gale,
My anchor holds within the veil.
Refrain
His oath, His covenant, His blood,
Support me in the whelming flood.
When all around my soul gives way,
He then is all my Hope and Stay.
Refrain
When He shall come with trumpet sound,
Oh may I then in Him be found.
Dressed in His righteousness alone,
Faultless to stand before the throne.
Psa 89:26 He shall cry unto me, Thou art my father, my God, and the rock of my salvation.
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Psa 71:3 Be thou my strong habitation, whereunto I may continually resort: thou hast given commandment to save me; for thou art my rock and my fortress.
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Isa 51:1 Hearken to me, ye that follow after righteousness, ye that seek the LORD: look unto the rock whence ye are hewn, and to the hole of the pit whence ye are digged.
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Mat 7:24 Therefore whosoever heareth these sayings of mine, and doeth them, I will liken him unto a wise man, which built his house upon a rock:
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Rom 9:33 As it is written, Behold, I lay in Sion a stumblingstone and rock of offence: and whosoever believeth on him shall not be ashamed.
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1Co 10:4 And did all drink the same spiritual drink: for they drank of that spiritual Rock that followed them: and that Rock was Christ.
Oh Father, pull us out of miry clay and set our feet upon the sure Rock.
Psa 61:2 From the end of the earth will I cry unto thee, when my heart is overwhelmed: lead me to the rock that is higher than I.
Let us be faithful in trusting you.
We will not be moved when we stand upon this Rock.
Lord, let us worship you deep within our hearts where we ponder your Word today, and taste and see that you are Good.
Blessed are you oh Lord our God, King of the universe.
Dan 2:34 As you looked, a stone was cut out by no human hand, and it struck the image on its feet of iron and clay, and broke them in pieces.
Dan 2:35 Then the iron, the clay, the bronze, the silver, and the gold, all together were broken in pieces, and became like the chaff of the summer threshing floors; and the wind carried them away, so that not a trace of them could be found. But the stone that struck the image became a great mountain and filled the whole earth.
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Dan 2:44 And in the days of those kings the God of heaven will set up a kingdom that shall never be destroyed, nor shall the kingdom be left to another people. It shall break in pieces all these kingdoms and bring them to an end, and it shall stand forever,
AMEN