I am very into science...and also into Christianity at the same time, not feeling the two world views in conflict, but I have had many loved ones and friends who came to different conclusions. It's not a place where I draw the line, because the reasons why people come to that point are complex and connected to viewpoints they hold dearly, and reality is what it is no matter what anybody believes. But I can understand how that can be a heavy burden.
I wish you well,
I think if one is a true scientist, one also has to believe in Order. Order is not random. It does not come from a Big Bang. If you are aware of the Orderliness of space and the Human body and mind, then you must draw the conclusion that we are not here randomly, and that our recent discoveries in outer space, the speed of technology since the mid-180o's and man's ability to overcome disease are also not random but orderly. The Big Bang does not allow for that Order.