I owe so much it's enough to induce me to fake my own death. But then my diploma would be worthless. It's a dilemma. I didn't expect to be in the position I'm in now, but it's my own fault and I have to work my way out of it.
Ouch. Well, good luck. Just the thought of that is pretty scary. I can't imagine what it's like to actually be in that situation... and watching the Raiders.