If I were to say to you "you have lead a sheltered life" I would be making an understatement.
Many of the people on this thread have personal experience with being on the receiving end of a bully's attention. Many have been in fear for their lives and sick with fear and rage. Many have been thoroughly beaten in such encounters.
Perhaps some (but not I) have personally experienced the well established practice of breaking both upper arms, both humerus bones, by employment of an iron bar, and then the semiconscious and helpless individual is forced head first as deeply as possible into a trash bin. When done properly the recipient cannot escape his uncomfortable situation because of the upper arm fractures. Perhaps the garbage man will come to the rescue in the morning, or perhaps, not.
Perhaps you find my attempts to communicate with you outlandish or "sick". As I read you that is a certainty. From my point of view you are a danger not only to yourself but to those who depend on you. I see you as unrelieable in difficult situations and divorced from reality. I have known many such.
The reason I've never been "bullied" is that I "fix" bullies.