It just gets old, when it seems like you are a lone voice out in the wilderness for normalcy, and most everyone else says "don't rock the boat".
I hope you understand what I mean.
Try these lyrics from "What Becomes of the Broken Hearted"
As I walk this land of broken dreams
I have visions of many things
But happiness is just an illusion
Filled with sadness and confusion
The roots of love grow all around
But for me they come a tumbling down
Every day heartaches grow a little stronger
I can't stand this pain much longer
I walk in shadows searching for light
Cold and alone no comfort in sight
Hoping and praying for someone who cares
Always moving and going nowhere