Anyway, I get much of my inspiration (I"m a writer) from illustration, have more books of book illustrations (SF,fantasy generally) than many artists I know. I asked my friend why illustration is looked down by "artists".
Over the years we have revisited the question, but he frequently comes back to the same answer. "Norman Rockwell was an illustrator, and his subject matter appealed to the average person, who is precisely what many artists DON'T want to be. They want to distinguish themselves, make a scandal."
95% of the contemporary art I own and love is illustration. So you ARE an artist.