i know you feel about jax, too. xshub put xsteen's fish down the garbage disposal by mistake, when she was 6 yo. he was just cleaning the fish bowl and scooped the thing and it slipped. she was beside herself. this after we had gone through pretense after pretense of fish being "hospitalized" for various ailments (while xshub would go buy a replacment fish).
OH poor xsteen.............and poor xshub.
Jax is really upset, but I did get a smile from her when I suggested that after we get the canning jars I need we pop around the corner and get milkshakes!!!!
She is also rather pragmatic..........she just informed us that we really shouldn't have any more gray striped kittens, as this is the second one of that color we have lost..........
She has been properly buried and the spot marked with a clam shell with her name on it.